haayz....parang kailan lang, nakatanggap ako ng tseke worth of five thou for financial assistance from congressman roxas. I was happy of course! it cured my problems instantly. nakapag enrolled ako, nakabili ng sapatos at bag. personal things and the like. ngayon, wala nang 500 ang natitira sa akin. so kailangan ko na tlaga mkahanap ng pag oojthan this week. next week baka wala na tong pera ko. pero at least wala na akong masyadong mlaking problema kundi yung magiging pamasahe ko nalang pag nakapag ojt na ako at yung for graduation ko on march 2010. ang aasahan kong income ay yung pag titnda ko nalang sa tita ko every saturday and sunday which is one hundred for one day. but i am planning to go to my kuya at trece in cavite for asking money kahit magkano lang. then sa katapusan of this month ay may konti rin akong mattanggap from mother sa province.....
then next week, umaasa na ako na wala na akong problema sa paghahanap ng company. i need to finish it this week. i cancelled my going today at bpi head office in ayala avenue makati for inquiries. nakita ko kasi ang hiring ad sa isang branch sa bangkal. so i decided na dito nalng mag apply for my ojt. but i already prepared my resume, pictures and photocopy of my grades na naisip kong posibleng hingiin sakin. yung recommendation letter nmin ay sa wednsday pa daw namin makukuha from our dean.
amother story tayo. by the way, i am a gay, but i am the most decent one, the most serious, the most religious, the most conservative, but also the most wildest gay when it comes to my fantasy...I am the most religious because i grew at my religious grandparents. as what i am, i already experienced all things when i was still in my high school life, but not totally....what i am trying to point out is... I experienced being a girl, a girl in a way that i wore girlash attire and the like. I loved and admired, and i did all foolish things for a guy...and at the same time, dream and learned to make it more higher. i never dream to spend my life in our province for a lifetime...oo nga pala, i am also a product of a broken family. ngayon ko nga lang nafeel ang lungkot if there is a time na naiisip ko kung ano ang magiging kalagayan ko kung buo ang pamilyang kinagisnan ko, kung lumaki ako gang ngayon na may tatay o ama. but mind you... ayoko muna magdrama bout don dhil bka manulo luha ko hbang nagtatype... hahahehe. ewan...pero ang importante ay matatpos ko na ang pag aaral ko! yaahooo! bilib na tlga ako sa sarili ko! parang kailan lang, nangangarap palang ako na dito sa maynila magcollege without thinking and expecting sa sobrang hrap ng pagdadaanan ko emotionally,physically and financially.. haaay>.. buhay nga naman. I was already in my fourth year high school when my eagerness to spend my college life here in manila....
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