a new life with my OJT

another new life is here...it was started in november 23 2009, the start of my ojt with friends at philippine trade training center department of trade and industry. it is the one of my most awaited moments in life as an student. after my first day, i experienced headache or migraine in the whole night! i was shocked! i was assigned at testing and inspection division of training department where according to ma'am marissa lee, has a lot of work to do. i did firsr paper works such as disposing disposable papers and arranging other documents ordered by sir carlo guiyab. kinabukasa which is our second day, parang ayaw ko nang pumasok at ayokong magising ng maagang yun ng november 24. pero pinilit ko for my performance sake....grabeh! hirp na hirap ako sa pggising ng umaga! then wala na akonh pahinga araw araw dahil pumapasok ako sa pttc from monday to friday na kailangang gumising ng 6 am at umuwi ng 4 or 5 pm. then pag uuwi ko, most of the time ay nagbabantay pa ako sa ate ko na may kambal habang nagtutuhog ito ng barbecue sa tita ko. during weekends ay magtitinda ako ng barbecue from 2 pm hanggang 1 am. naglalaba pa ako ng mga damit ko every saturday before ako magtinda. ayawan ko man ang pagtitinda during sunday ay wala akong choice dahil yun ang gingmit kong allowance from monday to friday na kahit kulang na kulang ay pilit kong pinagkakasya mairaos ko lang ang limang araw na pagpasok ko for my ojt. mhirap siyempre pero okay na sa akin to. gusto ko rin na limited lang yung pra ko dahil kapag marami akong pera ay kung ano ano lang ang nagagawa kong kalokohan at walang kwentang paggastos....

GMA shows

di na yata tlaga uso ang originality sa gma. lahat ng palabas remake or version. nagmula sa darna, stairway to heaven at full haus...haaayz bakit ganon? pero sige sana i pinoy version nio rin ang la usurpadora kahit gusto kong sa abs cbn un iremake.....

DARNA! 'wa wenta!

walang kasense sense at kathrill thrill ang darna! may mga eksena na common na tlga sa mga shows ng gma. tulad ssa episode kgbi kung saan pinagbintangan si narda na manananggal ni deborah. walng kwenta ang eksena at atake nina marian at rochelle. tapos mdali rin naprdict ang pagdating ni blackrider.unang eksena palang ni blackrider alam ko nang si eduardo un ei! haaayzzz maraming kalaban si darna pero wa wenta ang mga fight scenes obvious ang pandadaya sa execution ng mga eksena. pero in pernes ay talagang interesting khit very predictables yung kwento kasi natural na sa ating mga pilipino ang pagkahilig sa mga ganyan, may eksena pa kung saan nagpanggap si narda as buntis para tiktikan si deborah! ang siste di man lang naamoy ng manananggal kung totoong bata o hindi ang nasa loob ng tiyan ni narda. sabi tuloy ng mga kasma ko, kung gusto ko raw ng matalinong mananaggal ay english ang panoorin mo.

christmas is within the air!

christmas for me when i was still a child is nothing. it is just an event or accassion that makes me happy because i have to receive free gifts and other from different people... and that was because I am just a product of a broken family. no parents and brothers and sisters that will be called.. but after few years and now, i realized how it is sad to have this occassion or holiday without a family or even friends.. I am fond to be alone most of the time. but i still enjoy with the company of an old friends or troops. so, how sad I am now this coming christmas for i will feel alone again after i knew that my mother and my youngest sister will not go to here from our province just like the few christmas years had passed..i dont know where to go and what to think..perhaps i'll be just hanging around with my elder sisters and brothers here in manila. but i am planning to have a sideline again at tita's barbecue business this coming our christmas vacation for me to provide income for myself.haaayz..life is really harder...sometimes it is really hard for me to think that i want to give up, that i want to stop fighting struggling for my life..coz feeling alone is still hard for me to cope until now....